In My Life

John Lennon. Rock star, peace politician, lover, poet, scared, lost, angry….legend. In My Life, he was God…not a God, just God.

How could it be 36 years? Here I sit, listening to In My Life, weeping openly, still hurt, still angry, still in disbelief. I’m still fucking heartbroken thirty-six years later. After the death…..no, the assassination, of John Lennon, my life changed and it’s never been the same since. I’ve started to write this in the hope, putting everything in to words, may release this blue meanie. It’s not helping, I can’t, it wont…I will never make sense of it, never be at peace with it, never move on, never get past or bloody over it. Seriously, I don’t want to, I would rather feel the pain. Some of you understand, some of you still share my tears. Some never will, so I’ll just leave it be. I miss you John, as I do every year……..

In My Life
There are places I’ll remember
All my life, though some have changed
Some forever, not for better
Some have gone and some remain
All these places have their moments
With lovers and friends I still can recall
Some are dead and some are living
In my life, I’ve loved them all
But of all these friends and lovers
There is no one compares with you
And these memories lose their meaning
When I think of love as something new
Though I know I’ll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know I’ll often stop and think about them
In my life, I love you more
Though I know I’ll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know I’ll often stop and think about them
In my life, I love you more
In my life, I love you more

The War is Over John……

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2 thoughts on “In My Life

    1. The Beatles have been the musical score for my entire life. Always playing in the back ground. Thank you for your comment.

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